Day 92
My blood tests came in today. I struggled to get out of bed four days ago to go get my blood drawn at 7am. I remember clearly turning over and telling my wife that it is not important, but she replied that it was better to get it done. Therefore, for the sake of keeping my wife’s worries gone, I pulled myself up and drove myself to the lab to get a full blood work up and urine test. Today the doctor called and Jackie was able to pick up and hear my results. In a sense I am very happy that my health is good. But mostly I am excited that I will not be a burden on my wife. I would not want my wife to have to deal with my health problems as well. This whole physical health check of mine was a great relief for both Jackie and myself.
As for Jackie, she is trying to keep herself busy. I know she wants to work very badly, but in a low economy and an unsteady schedule it is hard to find something to grasp onto. I am so touched because I know she wants to help with our finances. Her intentions are always so thoughtful and loving. She even went to apply for a census position with the government today. Her love and persistence is definitely a great driving force that keeps me going each day. Tomorrow is her blood work day and Friday is her next chemo. We are finally on track and a definite schedule of events. Slowly but gradually we will make it towards the finish line.